“How can a person be born in Wickenburg, Arizona, but not be born in Wickenburg, Arizona?” By being a drug addict and an alcoholic, that’s how. I live in Wickenburg, Arizona now, but I haven’t always lived here. Originally, from Queens, New York, then New Jersey, and finally, Pennsylvania, I am a native of the Northeast.
I moved to Wickenburg, Arizona in January of 2005 because I needed help - serious help. Physically, mentally, and emotionally sick, I was so miserable and so ready to get better, but I didn’t know how. My sister looked up drug rehabilitation centers and found one especially tailored for young people with a very interesting and diverse program thousands of miles away from home - in Wickenburg, Arizona. My family was scared that I would leave a local facility and use with my old friends again. Something long term and culturally different might be the answer, they all thought. Little did I know that it was a one-year long program when I agreed to go, but once I found out it was, I figured I would be able to leave whenever I wanted to because I was 18 years old.
When I was living in the Northeast I only knew the climate, vegetation, and geography there. When I first moved out West I was so angry that I was here- away from home and going to rehab - that I made myself hate everything: the sand, the browns and tans, the cactus, the no trees, the heat, the no rain, and most of all - THE DESERT! I never let myself look for the finer things. I wanted to leave many times during my stay at the treatment center, but I didn’t. I grew to love getting healthy.
I’m not sure when things started to get better. In the treatment center, we were allowed to go into town to do yoga, and some martial arts such as Tai Chi and Karate. We did lots of community service - with children, for the elderly, cleaning, wrapping presents for the poor, going to soup kitchens, and volunteering all day for the homeless. I finally realized that life isn’t all about me.
I learned how to get clean and sober here. I learned how to be honest, how to care for other people and to finally care about myself. I learned how to have fun without using drugs and alcohol. I believe that I was sent to Wickenburg, to this treatment center for a reason, to get better. Wickenburg has offered me a new life about how to care and do service work for others.
I love Wickenburg because I love the small town life that it is so peaceful. I also love that I am only less than an hour away from a large city. I love that everybody knows and loves everyone. I love that there is so much community in this town. I love that there are also two other treatment centers in Wickenburg. It truly is a recovery town.
Then there is the physical thing. Wickenburg has the most beautiful sunsets and sunrises, the weather is always beautiful no matter what time of year, and I have even come to enjoy the vegetation.
When I was a patient at the treatment center, on special holidays such as the 4th of July, Thanksgiving, and Christmas, the Wickenburg community allowed us to use their one-room movie theatre, so that all 80 of our residents would be able to go. We are welcomed in the stores and restaurants; on the streets, people smile at us. No one treats us like the outcasts we were when we were using. Instead, we feel acceptance, kindness, and the sense that the people are cheering us on, wanting and hoping we will succeed. This Wickenburg community has given us numerous things - their generosity in welcoming us as a part of them is something I will never forget as long as I live.
I thank Wickenburg for showing me the way to living a healthy, sober life. Wickenburg has taught me how to learn appreciation for small town living and the beautiful environment that I am surrounded by daily. Being here in this town now for fourteen months has changed my life. My old lifestyle is just a distant bad memory. I have a future now, and so much to look forward to. My dreams for that future include college, and I am hoping that Arizona will be the place where I can get that education. I want to stay here.
I am now working as an intern for the program in which I was once a resident/patient. Being offered that position after completing the one-year program was the second success I had experienced in years, a success that happened in my new home, Wickenburg, Arizona. The first was my graduation from the rehab on January 14, 2006 at Wickenburg High School, where the graduation ceremony was held. A bunch of drug addicts and alcoholics are welcomed at the town high school each month to begin their new lives. So, “How can a person be born in Wickenburg, Arizona, but not be born in Wickenburg, Arizona?” The answer to the riddle should be obvious by now – as I stood at the podium at my graduation ceremony, I knew I was being born into a new life and a bright future, thanks to my new life in Arizona.
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